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21 days till my birthdayyyy!! ohhh.. and is anyone else excited for this week's one tree hill episode!?
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[Thursday, 16th February, 2006 ____________________________] |
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BREAKKKKKKKK! ... it's about time
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[Thursday, 5th January, 2006 ____________________________] |
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what has happened to all my tv shows! i want them to come back on.
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[Monday, 2nd January, 2006 ____________________________] |
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1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? got my license, got drunk.. well tipsy. lol.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i don't think i made one.. ya i'll think of one..
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope
4. Did anyone close to you die? no
5. What countries did you visit? mexico!!
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? hmm.. i dont know..
7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? all the times i spent with him..
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? i can't think of one really.. maybe keeping good grades..
9. What was your biggest failure? pushing people away bc i was too shy or stupid
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? umm no.
11. What was the best thing you bought? my car! well i got it as i gift.. but it is by far the best gift i got this year.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? rach for sticking by me :)
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? don't wanna talk about it.
14. Where did most of your money go? clothes and food.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? my car and him
16. Quote a song that sums up your year: "its as simple as something that nobody knows"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) Happier or sadder? happier b) Thinner or fatter? about the same c) Richer or poorer? richer. i work now. :)
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? exercised. let loose more. wasn't as shy as i am.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? eating
20. How did you spend Christmas? you mean hanukkah. umm.. i was in florida!
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? yeah..
23. How many one-night stands? umm.
24. What was your favorite TV program? one tree hill, the oc, laguna beach
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? ha ya
26. What was the best book you read? i don't read
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? JACK JOHNSON, COUNTRY, panic! at the disco,and neo
28. What did you want and get? a car and a new straightener
29. What did you want and not get? him
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i was 16 and i went to the pistons game! seeing chauncey just made my birthday! :)
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? my year was pretty damn good. but umm.. maybe being with him..
33. How would you deescribe your personal fashion concept in 2005? preppy-- abercrombie, hollister...
34. What kept you sane? lots of cap'n crunch and rachel! haha.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? do you even have to ask? :)
36. What political issue stirred you the most? the war
37. Who did you miss? hmm..
38. Who was the best new person you met? bryan
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: if you have something important to say you better say it. don't wait your whole life wishing you had said something. bc you will regret it.
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[Tuesday, 27th December, 2005 ____________________________] |
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i loveeeee florida. :)
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[Wednesday, 21st December, 2005 ____________________________] |
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ok so i know this entry is really long.. and no one would want to spend their time reading this or even typing it.. but i found it on a website. and once i started reading it i couldn't stop. it's really sad.. but it's good. so just read it.
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
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[Tuesday, 20th December, 2005 ____________________________] |
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[Thursday, 15th December, 2005 ____________________________] |
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i don't even know what to say in this stupid thing anymore. i just felt like updating. sooo ummm.. yesterday i went to the pistons game and seeing chauncey just made it all better! chauncey billups is fucking amazingggg. like 28 points or something and 19 ASSISTS! he is AWESOME! :) Ohhh.. and break is coming up.. thank goodness. i'm sick of getting up early.
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[Sunday, 4th December, 2005 ____________________________] |
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last night was a lot of fun! carly was in town! omgg i missed that girl so much. so i went over to rachaels and me, rach, carly, amd renee went to this coffee shop and listened to this band play for a little. then we decided to go to lulu's to see if heather was there and she was! so then we all went back to the coffee shop to listen to the band a little more. that was fun! but then we decided to go rent a movie at blockbuster--- vanity fair. it was soo hard to understand we all kept asking heather questions, so as soon as heather left we turned the movie off and watched sweet home alabama. i forgot how much i loved that movie considering i hadn't seen it in forever! it was good to see carly and it was fun hanging out with everyone. :)
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[Monday, 28th November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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friday night i went to the pistons game with jordo! it was soo much fun. i tried to upload some pics and they weren't working but here's one that was off the pistons website! :)
http://www.epixome.com/cgi-bin/v?u=xwTFuH0 CLICK HERE!
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[Saturday, 26th November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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okay so this years thanksgiving was great! went to the lions game. first off the walk to ford field was fucking cold. secondly the lions fucking suck. haha. at least i have my pistons!!! :) the dinner part was nice.. being with family. :P
then today jordo and i went to the mall. it was crazyyyy! then we went to eat at CPK and went to the pistons game!!! it was sooo much fun. except driving home in the snow.. yeahh i hate that.. it freaks me out bc i can't see shit. and cleaning off your car before you start driving sucks bc your hands get all numb. but me and jordan had a bitching good time watching the pistons go into double OT babyyyy. haha.. i love chauncey.
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[Monday, 21st November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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will people stop dissing the harry potter movie already? i loved it. i thought it was the best one of the 4. :)
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[Wednesday, 16th November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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even though its been over for awhile now.. it just hit me.. that i'll probably never play another basketball game in my life...
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[Saturday, 12th November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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i got a hair cut today..
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and there's only one more basketball game left until the season comes to an end. although this could be my last game ever.. i have to say.. i couldn't be happier.
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[Friday, 4th November, 2005 ____________________________] |
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rachel kay makes me laugh.
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[Saturday, 22nd October, 2005 ____________________________] |
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i am soooo happy that i got the first ACT test done and over with and out of the way! i hope i did good.. because it felt like i was at the school forever. and my back and my hand were killing me at the end. now i think i'll go catch up on some sleep. :)
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[Sunday, 16th October, 2005 ____________________________] |
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here's the picture that i tried to post in my last entry. supposidly people couldn't see it. hopefully you can see it now! :)
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[Saturday, 15th October, 2005 ____________________________] |
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i like this picture (from last weekend) :)

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livejournal is soooo gay. i don't even know why i bother to update.. but i do.
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